A Relationship

Almost 8 months i've been in this relationship. I know him more than a year ago, and i had no feeling at all when we first met. To be honest, when we know each other, i already have someone, and so did he.

Then few months later, we met again in a very surprisingly event. Then we start to keep in touch, until one day, he asked me to accompany him to his friend's wedding.

Time goes by, and we getting along each other. I quite enjoy this relationship. And the more i know him, the more i love him.

Our relationship is not always smooth as people see us as a very calm and match couple. We did fight, and we ever almost broke up a few months ago. Even up to now, we sometimes fight or argueing.

I believe, it is a process of love and how to adjust our feeling each other. But i sometimes dont understand, why he sometimes too quite.. When he gets angry, he'll be the more quiter. The more he quites, the more i feel i dont wanna loose him.

I rarely heard a romantic words coming from him, thus sometimes i really wish that words whispering to my ears... romanticaly..

Last saturday, we plan to settle our relationship and plan to continue further with bigger commitment. And i really wish this will come true soon.. or sooner..

However, i sometimes still dont understand him.. maybe it is a process of love that should be faced. Maybe it is his way to express his feelings to me.. Hence, i'm still waiting for the right moment to talk from heart to heart.

I just want him to know how much i love him.. and i start the feeling of emptyness when he's not arround with me.. I feel the comfortness while i'm with him.. But, does he ever notice this? Shall I tell him about this?

Once i ever asked about how he feel to me, and he said, "why you asking me? Havent you feel my love is only for you? Why you always doubt about how i love to you while i always dedicate my love to you? Is it important that Love should be said to you everyday? Words is not important, but more important with what i have for you..."

Well.. Love is about to take and give... and I love you just the way you are....


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