Pagi

Hari masih pagi saat 'ku buka jendela ini
tetes embun masih membasahi kaca jendela
kicau burung dan kokok ayam mulai terdengar sayup-sayup
udara dingin mulai menyerang masuk perlahan

Pagi ini terasa begitu panjang dan lama
kubawa ingatanku melayang sambil menghela nafas panjang
terngiang betul ucapan dirinya di kedua telingaku
kata-kata yang terucap cukup menyesakkan dada ini

Ingin rasanya ku terbang
menghampiri kumpulan burung yang terbang riang diatas sana
namun aku tersadar, bahwa jendela ini sangatlah kokoh
Ku terdiam, menitikkan airmata perlahan

Kutatap mentari dari balik jeruji jendela
Ia masih menatapku sinis
Aku tak tahu mesti berbuat apa
Meski senyumku terburai manis
namun gejolak itu tak kunjung padam

Sepotong asa masih menyertaiku
akankah asa itu hadir kembali?
menghiasi hari-hariku sepanjang masa
dalam pagi dan malamku

Hari ini masih pagi
Kusimpan gundahku rapat-rapat
Kubuka mimpiku
dan asa itu masih ada..

I love you soo much...

A Relationship

Almost 8 months i've been in this relationship. I know him more than a year ago, and i had no feeling at all when we first met. To be honest, when we know each other, i already have someone, and so did he.

Then few months later, we met again in a very surprisingly event. Then we start to keep in touch, until one day, he asked me to accompany him to his friend's wedding.

Time goes by, and we getting along each other. I quite enjoy this relationship. And the more i know him, the more i love him.

Our relationship is not always smooth as people see us as a very calm and match couple. We did fight, and we ever almost broke up a few months ago. Even up to now, we sometimes fight or argueing.

I believe, it is a process of love and how to adjust our feeling each other. But i sometimes dont understand, why he sometimes too quite.. When he gets angry, he'll be the more quiter. The more he quites, the more i feel i dont wanna loose him.

I rarely heard a romantic words coming from him, thus sometimes i really wish that words whispering to my ears... romanticaly..

Last saturday, we plan to settle our relationship and plan to continue further with bigger commitment. And i really wish this will come true soon.. or sooner..

However, i sometimes still dont understand him.. maybe it is a process of love that should be faced. Maybe it is his way to express his feelings to me.. Hence, i'm still waiting for the right moment to talk from heart to heart.

I just want him to know how much i love him.. and i start the feeling of emptyness when he's not arround with me.. I feel the comfortness while i'm with him.. But, does he ever notice this? Shall I tell him about this?

Once i ever asked about how he feel to me, and he said, "why you asking me? Havent you feel my love is only for you? Why you always doubt about how i love to you while i always dedicate my love to you? Is it important that Love should be said to you everyday? Words is not important, but more important with what i have for you..."

Well.. Love is about to take and give... and I love you just the way you are....


## NS021208 for PSR##

Mati Gaya

Duuhhh, skrg baru jam 15.00 di Bandara Sukarno Hatta.

Gilaaa, gue garing dotcom disini. Tadi pagi, berangkat dari Medan jam 10.45 am , hampir ketinggalan pesawat krn td telat bangun, en udah gitu masi mampir dulu beli titipan sirup buat nyokap. Untung supir nya baik banget, masi mau nganter gue ke zulaikha dulu.

Pas nyampe jakarta, gue ketemu Mbak nurul. It's been so long deh gw gak ketemu dia, eh ketemu2 di pesawat.

Sampe jakarta jam 13.00, dan keberangkatan ke surabaya jam 16.00.

Hmmmm.. udah mati gaya kelamaan nunggu nih.

Untung pas masuk ruang tunggu, tepatnya sbrang ruang tunggu F1, ada fasilitas inet gratis dari Speedy.

Mayan lah.. Buat killing time.

Surabaya, here i come again..

*dari dirikuh yg berdiri didpn gate F1 akan melangkah ke gate F4.*

Life is soo unfair

Lagi-lagi gue sedikit kecewa lagi, karena jadwal cuti gue terancam lagi.

Menghapus Jejak

Menghapus jejak
Peterpan

Teruskan langkah melupakan mu
lelah hati memperhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bartahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan kan hidup

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk menghentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biarkan hujan menghapus jejakmu

teruskan langkah melupakan mu
lelah hati memperhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bartahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba tuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba tuk lanjutkan hidup

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

lepaskan segala nya 2x....

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biarkan hujan menghapus jejakmu @2x

na...na ...na

Miss You Like Crazy

Natalie Cole’s "Miss You Like Crazy"

From the album Good To Be Back

Written by M. Masser/G. Foffin/P. Glass

Even though its been so long, my love for you keeps going strong

I remember the things that we used to do, a kiss in the rain

Til' the sun shined through, I'd try to deny it, but I'm still in love with you

I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away

Every hour of every day, I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

No matter what I say or do, there's just no getting over you

I can see the love shining in your eyes, and it comes as such a sweet surprise

If seeing's believing its worth the wait, so hold me and tell me its not too late

We're so good together, we're starting forever now, And I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy, ever since you went away, every hour of every day

I miss you like crazy, I miss you baby, a love like ours will never end

Just touch me and we're there again

Musical interlude

Just one night and we'll have that magic feeling like we used to do

Hold on tight and whatever comes our way we're gonna make it through

If seeing's believing its worth the wait, so hold me and tell me its not too late

We're so good together, we're starting forever now

And I miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

No matter what I say or do there's just no getting over you

And I miss you (baby), I miss you (baby), all the tender love you gave me

When a feeling gets this strong, you know the real thing come along

And I miss you, I miss you like crazy baby, only you're sweet love

Can save me, I miss you like crazy, a love like ours will never end

Just touch me and we're there again,

Miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

This song is dedicated to someone i miss the most...